City and colour.
And when you cry a piece of my heart dies
Knowing that I may have been the cause
If you were to leave and fulfill someone else’s dreams
I think I might totally be lost
People say life is too short and to let go of things that have happened in the past. I don’t think they really understand how hard it is to let some things go. I’m not one to hold grudges but in some cases I can find an exception.
Giving people second chances can really bite you in the ass. How do you know if the person is worthy of another chance or is just going to let you down again. Sometimes I find that I’m too scared to give someone another shot because I’m afraid it will blow up in my face like it always does.
I’ve always been told to stand up for myself and what I feel is right but I can’t seem to figure out right from wrong these days. My past experiences are embedded in my mind and I don’t think I can just pretend like none of it happened. Trying to figure out what to do in a certain situation stresses me out to no end. Thoughts of what will happen rush through my mind and I can’t control them. Honestly, I have no idea what to do but I’m scared that I’ll never know if I don’t try. But what if giving up on it will make me happier in the end? I guess I’ll leave it up to fate and see where it takes me.
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